Poems

I Hate...

I hate my self,

The way I talked to you,

I hate the way you look,

The way you walk,

Your voice in my head disappears,

I hate it when your in my dreams,

As your eyes leave mine forever,

My love forever lost because of you,

The way you called me your baby,

Everyday you told me how beautiful I was,

I hate it how Im writing poems about you,

I hate it when ever I close my eyes your always there,

I hate you soo much but I love you,

I'd rather die then to be far away from you.

Death

Watching the blood running down my wrists,

Waiting for my time to run out,

Needing a new fresh start,

Like a broken glass ball on the floor,

Feeling all beaten up and dead inside,

The ride of my life stops here and now,

Fakeness spreads across my body feeling

hatred through my veins,

Dizziness comes across my eyes,

Slowly closing them,

Maybe forever?

As I fall asleep until I am awakened for a new life!

Fakeness

Rainbows over a playful lake,

As the sky stretch above your head,

Feeling rushes of wind pass my hollow body,

Grasses as green as it get with a pitch of daises,

Making the night look jealous by it looks,

Twinkle of raindrops making the scenery wise and breath taking,

With a tree branch in the way of the sun,

The sun as bright as the moon,

Maybe it could be better if it was real.

Revenge

I lay in my grave,

I have a tombstone to mark my place,

I listen to hear nothing,

My body and my soul starts to fade away,
Where am I?

Am I in Hell or Heaven?

I try to open my eyes

But couldn't,

The voice in my head tells me that i want revenge for who ever put me in my grave,

I will get my revenge,

And If it takes me years or even centuries,

I will get it no matter what!

Insanity

As the sun starts to set,

The night starts to kick in,

With madness and hardcore insanity,

Every teenagers are out,

Taking everything they need to feel

happiness and joy in thier blood,

But not all fairy tales end with

a happily ever after,

You start to crave for more,

Itching for another start,

But you can't promise anything,

Only to get more then what you have!

Thought you were going to phone me,

But I know that day wont come anymore,

As I saw you with that slut down at that corner,

Wishing that you just fall down to the ground dead,

If not maybe Ill it for you,

Taking my anger out and wanting you dead,

For killing the inside of me,

And making me numb inside not able to feel anything,

Engraving words in my body,

Hoping you will read every word!

And maybe youll understand how much

I loved you!

Waiting For You

Tick

Tock

Waiting for the day

That you'll return into my arms

But Im taking that you'll never be coming back

As I pack your things away

And away they will be

Looking out the window at the swingset

Where we once sat and laughed and smiled forever

But I knew forever will one day stop

And today is the day

Fly Away

Way Away You'll be,

Without you in my sight,

Finally you're letting go of me,

Letting me free from your grasp of your personailty,

Thinking maybe the happiness will begin,

With a smile across my lips,

Letting out all my anger and hatred I had for you.

Breathless

The sky is blue, but now has darkened,

Dust to dust,

Thats the way it is now,

My heart was crushed by your own bare hands,

Felt like a ton of bricks smashed onto my head,

Not able to breathe,

Just wanted to get the pain away

Hoping that one day that I wont get hurt

Like what you did to me

All that was in my little world that i was in

was hatred and disgrase to everyone that Im close to

I thought everything in my lyfe is soo stupid and dark

That every chance i got i tried everything to stop my heart beat

Letting tears fall down my cold cheeks

Just tryin to remember all the happy things

But nothin comes to my mind only blankness

Please try and Help me

The first day I saw you

I thought maybe you'll do

but once I got to know you,

I start to fall for you

But maybe what you said was right

Maybe we can't be together cause of where we live

And that we go to two different schools

I thought your the one, the one in my lyfe

But Its just like the same

Who would want to be with me if all I do

Is see darkness and only that

Im sorry for yout time

But no one will take your place in my heart and

I love you, just leave me herre to die

From the blue sky to the pedals on a beautiful flower,

Maybe it was you who toke me out of this trance

That I was locked in almost forever

Being with you, got my mind running again

No not with the negatives like the chances I had

But the beauty in life with smiles and flowers

I knew you since gr.3

Yes all the way back there miss

We didnt talk much in that grade, you were new to the school

But I knew your the one that I want to share all my secrets to

With happiness and joy throught those days

Until we aparted after graduation

You went to R.F and I went to Westside

Thought maybe highschool years will make me forget you

But only makin me want you back and

Back to our secrets telling and basketball team that we were on

I miss you dearly and no on wud ever take your spot

And ill make shure about that

With the tears running down my cheeks is a symbol if happy for me

That I finally remembered the happy times

Thank you!!! deicated to Olivia Pace