You lifted my dark ness away
And I hope they'll be away froever
I see the light and flowers
But the flowers aren't dead
But they look happy and free
As just like me
I want to thank you
Every smile thats on my face is for you
My man
My hatred has blown away
Maybe forever
Would you still love me if you see
the real me
That im a shy type person who
needs some loving hunn
But to see you is like an angel
in the almighty heavans
Each lifted souls from the darkness
is anuver angel free from
the darkness of Satan
Okay maybe Im not one of those Sluts from the street
Or Gina with a fat ass
I could never be a girly girl
Walking all tight and a whore
Having all those tight tight clothes makes me sick
right here and right now
Jus being the bad ass biitch is everything to me
Its my style and stays like this
Maybe one day you can change me
But this is who I am
And no body else
Just love me for who I am.
From your hott smile to your sexy long blonde hair\
All I can see is reality and not a dream
With your big air by doing outrageous tricks
Just watching you having a blast
Thinking maybe I want my whole life with you
Looking at my name with kisses and hearts with your name in the middle
Makes me see happiness and not with a deadful touch to it
My love for you is like a falling angel finding its way home again
Just holding your hand and looking up to see you smile
jus makes me melt away into heaven
I can pick each pedal off a daisy saying I Love You
And no one can break me away from you
I was here
But now Im not
Was waiting for your answer
But I already know the answer
Its all the same
Nothing will lift this "phase" away
Letting the mascara runn down from my blind eyes
Smelling darkness withering back inside me
Feeling my body lifeless
And my soul full of memories
Thought you were the one from my dreams
The prince who rescues the fallin princess
But you didnt catch me when it was time to and jus let me fall
Fall down to my grave with coldness and hatred in me now
My real name is Nicole not Nikki or Nik
You look at me and you see depression and hatred in my light eyes
I can tell you a story, not its not the one wif the happily ever after
Its the blood shed kind
The kind with no happiness in it only violence
Black is my symbol of life
That gets me through this war-like-world
But will Superman ever show up and catch me before I hit the ground hard?
With stars slowing turning into dust with no meaning
Like flowers in my hands,
Crushin them to nothing as that is what I am
The sun shinning through the curtain,
Thinking about love and flowers,
Maybe love isntall poisoness then i thought,
With rainbows and cute little animals,
Purple,Blue,Yellow,Pink and Orange
All light colours,
Hate...this... death... i hate you,
The voices are coming back
Burning words into my skull
Making me do things that i dunt want to do,
Hitting my head trying to get the voices out,
Thinking this is all too familair,
That nothing is good in my life,
When you asked me if I was okay,
I LIED i wasnt okay,
I was dieing because of you,
You told me so much promises,
That you loved me so much and would never stop loving me unless i stopped loving you,
But i didnt,
Thought we were goin to dance in the rain together?
WARS
Dropping dead with a bullet to your chest,
Trying to do something brave for you civil country,
Making a mark on your place of every man you killed,
Not trying to think of what might happen next,
With the horrid scars now left on your rough body
and even your innocent gentle mind,
The dirt scratches against your skin like a miner searching
for gold
Your clamy finger stuck on the trigger,
Afriad of death, trying to mumble a pray or two
to the lord to forgive your sins,
You tryed your best, losing some parts of you,
Fighting for your land, your freedom
The touch of your flag in your bloody hands
feels like a Victory well earned!
