everything in life,
You want to get out of this place and secretly hating herre,
I secretly hate living herre and need to be free,
You biitch at me cuase everything i do right is wrong to your eyes,
I biitch right back at you cause you cant see that i need you and not to be gettin mad ta me,
Everytime you hit ur self a piece of me falls apart to see what is really goin around in my head..
Why are roses red?
How is sugar sweet?
What makes the world go around?
When do I find the right guy?
Where am I suspose to be in life?
With needles and pills as my closest friends,
AS the nearest insane asslym the safest home,
Scratching away at my wrists like Im scratching away at my life,
Wanting everyone who hurted me to die in their graves,
No breathing, Not living, Just silence,
Trying to control me
Trying to tell me something I already know,
Thinking Im stupid cause of my situation I am in,
You know nothing just stay away with caution!
Laying on my bed
As the moonlight looks in
the window onto my souldful body
only one thing on my mind
not what I've been telling you all through
"my phase"
but what people call "love"
feeling a knot in my gut
but atfter talking and reading to know
the next chapter of my life is when
you turn my page with no bloody fingers
Waiting for the water flow through in the tub
with my frozen body laying there
no motion to the tab
leaving the numbness in my soulles body
waiting for Satan to take me away
my eyes scratched out of their sockets
the blood that was once in my viens
now is running down my rough skin
wasting away and washed to nothing.
The clock ticks away
another second away from your life
you have to cherish it and hold that
second liek you never want to let it go
you only get to live one life
dunt follow in my footsteps
as i waste away when
the clock stikes away
as the same to my body
like when flowers shrical into nothing
like the dead peaceful buried in their graves
live you life like nothing else
The wind whistles through my body
making my way down to the dock
In a trance from my mind or the drugs
I fed my self to put a smile on my
soulles body
looking down at the water
but it wasnt water but like the underground
full of souls
As i spot my damned soul swimming away
from my hand that tried to grab it
got pulled in from the souls that took
death away
Feeling my body stop,
looking for my soul and quickly
where it belongs.. in me
To be whole again is everything to me
but now as I grasp for air
slowly my heart beats its last
water flooding my body
was the sins away.
